hehhhh i think im severely outdated in terms of the net cos i havent been here in.. relatively long i think. but theres just NO TIME i cant stand it cos school ends at like four thirty everyday and then theres pretty much no more time left over GAH which is really annoying and i know i hate gp and cos i detest reading the news hurm and i hate physics cos of daniel khor! he hasnt really done anything to me but its just the way he handles situations we arent even into our fifth lesson with him and he's called a boy stupid, yelled at us, spat saliva on us and goodness knows WHAT ELSE. after the first day haiya i know what man and andrew said was TRUE BEYOND MEASURE he really cant speak properly and he's level of meaness ah aiyo can reach the sky

after the first day of lesson with him i almost fainted and died la and on the way home i was thinking and thinking "Lord do i have to LOVE even him?" and course i know the answer but EURGH i cannot bring myself to do it everytime i see him its like whoa wanna box his face grrrrr and i thought and i thought and i thought somemore and eurgh i know the max. i can give is tolerance la in order to keep a lowprofile in class and protect myself from getting yelled at and showered with a rich amount of his saliva HM and i know i know no matter HOW MUCH i try i will never be able to LOVE and it really got me wondering that hey. HE loves khor whom i hate to the core and He loves me! like how great is that? REALLY GREAT :D

i will attempt to try i will but i honestly think success factor is about zero but yes i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! :D heh im really beginning to love my class they arent nerds la maybe one or two but most of them are nice and NORMAL heh but the ratio of guys to girls is like. 22:6 which is really pathetic but ANYWAY i really like sb1 and i know it really was and IS the grace of the Lord that brought me to that class and kept me going, surviving and having much fun (:

but yes I HATE MASS PE that is the only part about ac that i really detest but whatever man heh (:

but the real challenge really is to keep growing, keep learning to trust and to rest ourselves wholly unto Him (: v thankful that He gave us [rie and i] each other for daily exhortation and just keeping us going each day, each morning, surviving on minimal hours of sleep, to learn to trust (: when the going gets tough- consider Christ.

consider Christ

Consider Christ
The source of our salvation.
That he should take the penalty for me.
Though he was pure,
A lamb without a blemish;
He took my sins and nailed them to the tree.

My Lord and God
You are so rich in mercy
Mere words alone are not sufficient thanks.
So take my life,
Transform, renew and change me
That I might be a living sacrifice.

Consider Christ
That he could trust his Father
In the garden of Gethsemane.
Though full of dread
And fearful of the anguish;
He drank the cup that was reserved for me.

My Lord and God
You are so rich in mercy
Mere words alone are not sufficient thanks.
So take my life,
Transform, renew and change me
That I might be a living sacrifice.

Consider Christ
For death he has defeated.
And He arose, appeared for all to see.
And now he sits
At God’s right hand in heaven;
Where He prepares a resting place for me.

My Lord and God
You are so rich in mercy
Mere words alone are not sufficient thanks.
So take my life,
Transform, renew and change me
That I might be a living sacrifice.