im super super super super super tired today! haha i walked an unbelievably great distance ;p and i am absolutely certain that without the Lord's help i would've just fainted and got into this reallll annoyed state of mind. haha the first thing today that went wrong was that in my hurry to get out of the house i left my phone at home -_- stupid me! and i had to go home and get it and take a bus to school and walk allll the way in! haha what made it worse was the reason why i got up at six was so my mom could drop me in school on the way she dropped mark -_- haha but im thankful! cos i didnt kick myself and everything else around [though i was tempted to ;p] and im proud of myself! yaye self-control ;)

haha monday was a longggg day as usual but i had fun during lawr stuff and contract was good and systematic so i liked that haha but SLS oh save me i want to hide my face and cry :'( i just feel reallyyyyyy stupid everytime theres an sls lesson eep. i really need saving grace!

then after school i walked very many miles and went through countless perils on my way to church! haha i took a bus to serene centre [maximise the bus pass!] haha then stupid me realised i cant cross the expressway. HUR. so i walked about 400m to the nearest overhead bridge and climbed an arduous length of stairs to get to the other side. and to top it all off i had to walk from bartley road to church in the scorching sun! haha

but im reallyreallyreally thankful that i survived! unfit me survived ;) and i see the Lord's hand in helping me relax and not get irritated! haha and then i went to church to meet kenneth and do my torts tutorial ;/ kenneth shared from psalm50:4 about awakening early to let the Lord teach you. and i reallyreally want to set my heart to trying to do this the best way i know how and trust He will provide. im not exactly a morning person but well neither am i like my favorite cherry tree who can happily sleep till 2pm in the afternoon and never see the light of day! haha but seeking to cultivate a faith that will drive you to wake up bright and early each day just to thank Him for what He's done for us (:

and no matter how many readings i have or how tired i feel, the Lord is my strength!

haha and on a completely irrelevant note, pretty wen and princess! haha

and JIA I MISS YOU. JING I MISS YOU. RIE I MISS YOU!