today has been an emo day.
haha.
legal theory puts me in that mood.
plus the fact that memorial is due 17th feb!
disastrous.

i was just thinking, well. the friends that i know i can rely on, aren't always those that i WANT to rely on. does that make sense? haha. according to boon chuan, all the 'latent tension and hidden agendas', haha. sometimes you dont know what vibes you exude, you know?

sometimes, you think the world is becoming too crooked and too perverse for its own good. the truth of the description of the world in philippians2:15 resonates in my head everytime i see someone bitching about something or someone and i see the subtle ways in which sin rears its ugly head. and during such times i just need some reminder that real, genuine, sincere human love still exists somewhere. and im just thankful that He sends me such sweet reminders of His love (: im reminded that im not alone, and God can perform great miracles. im reminded that He will provide for me and see me through every season of my life.

we discussed ephesians1 yesterday during sunday school. and ephesians1:12 struck me yet again "that we who first trusted in Christ should be to the praise of His glory."

what a privilege it is to know. that the One Who holds the future, is the One Who holds my hand. (: