today has been an unbelievably unproductive day.
i cant believe i spent so much time on legal theory that i still know nuts about.
and i read illegality!
THATS IT.
thats it it it it it.

the lines of 'my Jesus' keep playing out over and over again in my head.
four days before His crucifixtion. how would He have felt?
i cant even begin to imagine.

everything i have to do seems to pale in comparison.
some things happened today that made me doubt my choices.
and then other things affirmed it.

the week of His suffering.
i just want to push all these thoughts aside and focus.
focus, focus on Him.
nothing else.