i am in love with boston.

Boston

In the light of the sun, is there anyone?
Oh it has begun
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed
This world you must've crossed
She said..

You don't know me and you don't even care, oh yeah
well you said..
You don't know me and you don't wear my chains, oh yeah..

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts across an open field
Where the flowers gaze at you
They're not the only ones who cry
when they see you say

You don't know me and you don't even care, oh yeah
well you said..
You don't know me and you don't wear my chains

She said I think I'll go to Boston
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em' out to Spain
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired,
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice

whoa yeah..

you don't know me, and you don't even care

in boston, where no one knows my name
where no one knows my name
where no one knows my name
in boston, where no one knows my name

haha. got up to the sound of this song the past few days in malaysia. had a really good time and erm. spent alot of money! haha. i listened to boston about ten times on the bus ride back. and i had so much time to stare into space and thought about alot of things. and i have reached conclusions on some things. haha. and i am learning what it means to trust again.

just got back from dinner with the rest. and we watched liang popo at uni's house!! RETARDED. i laughed alot at the beginning, then it just became boring. haha. then we watched antm. and i got a nice shock looking at the top7. i think i have friends who are hotter than those on screen. heh. maybe its about personality, but they dont seem to have much of that, so. -_____- but it was interesting to watch nonetheless. boonchuan got bored halfway so i had to go home if not have to walk home -_- haha. and i am going running tmr!!! all the weight i put on in malaysia. on tuesday night, we had dinner, then xiaolongbao, then waffles, then yoghurt, then cheesecake. all at night. totally deaddeaddead.

yesterday and today was spent going through new songs for junior camp! haha. and we found manymanymany cute songs. my favourite line from one of the songs



HEEHEE. (:

chairing was good. haha. though there was miscommunication and we almost didnt have a pianist for ypg1. haha. i called sam at 2am on friday night and he told me he couldnt come on sat. i almost just fainted on the spot. but thankfully, huimin appeared and he skipped his some other performance! i almost cried and hugged him when i saw him in the sanctuary. really saving the day with his piano playing!! and then the nightmare of having no musicians for our chairing was over. hahahaha (: see the Lord always provides!

well ive been hearing alot about david this week. mainly cos all the psalms we've been studying are psalms of david. psalm66, psalm42 etc. evening worship today reminded me how easily the joy of the Lord slips away. and ive come to terms with the fact that i often face that problem. but somehow i know in my weakness, He saves me. i know what takes away my joy. i know what robs me of my focus. so now, i just need to get rid of the distractions which i have identified for myself. no more evasion. nono. thats what im going to do this week. everyday, to be able to sing a jubilant song (: ten years from now, twenty years from now, when im married and have kids (haha hopefully.) i want Him to still be my everything.

some things have happened that have made me upset. but i think im going to hold the lesson of joy in my heart. what a privilege it is to be able to come into His presence, and experience fullness of joy (:

AND APPRECIATE HOW GREAT IT IS TO BE ON HOLIDAY. !!!! (: pictures here