and so season two of one tree hill concludes.
where do you go when you're lonely, i'll follow you
when the stars go blue.

i feel reallyreallyreallyreallyreally sorry for nathan. he looked so devastated that haley left, plus he gave up everything for her :( and haley was being evil. i dont like :(

and i realised, this is what life is gonna be like if i didnt know there was something bigger. i'd be moping around, getting depressed over every single little thing that went wrong in my life. and i tried imagining being in nathan's shoes. your wife has left you [HUSBAND, in my case] and you just gave up your dream for her, and your whole world is crumbling right before your eyes. what is it that will keep you holding on? i say hope. hope in a God that is bigger than all these little things. a God that promises to walk beside me all the days of my life. i like (:

it's october again.
if i cry a little,
die a little
at least i'll know i lived.
it's october again,
the leaves are coming down
one more year has come and gone
and nothing's changed.

i remember so vividly august last year. i remember making new friends. i remember wondering. and daydreaming. i remember torts lectures. tort and contract tutorials. i remember the jam at the lift every morning. and the jam packed lift. i remember the study room. classrooms 3-6. 3-7. 5-0. meeting rooms 4-1.4-2. benches. al fresco. cars. town. adam. coro. i remember the laughs. the ups and downs. i remember ribena. and tehpeng. supper. ice cream at my place. swensens (and island at the same time). and greenwood [haha.] dry runs. lunches. crystal jade, hmv. movies.

but sometimes, crazy's alright.