today, ms babypooi brought great joy to my heart. :)
in my head i have so many versions of my idea of living a fulfilling life. some seem more likely to happen than others. but on the whole, i think i just need to wait and see which version God wants me to live out. cos i cant dictate my life and say THIS is how i want it to happen. cos thats just not the way it works.

and now, i need to just keep looking up,
and stop staring at my feet, and wondering.