heh ms ma gave us highlighters yesterday and thanked us 'for being the HIGHLIGHT of the year' heh which is like the lamest thing la
just watched the matrix and i guess oh no i do not guess i KNOW that the Lord works in amazingly mysterious ways. the show was ok i guess but when it got to the part where neo was talking to the oracle and she was telling him there was his negative side which balanced the matrix equation, then he asked her who would win and she said she didnt know.
and it just struck me that HEY ours is not a we MIGHT win situation cos we will. it is prophesied, it is promised to us that the Lord WILL triumph over the evil one and that there is no cause for worry. i remember during one of pastors messages he was talking about how even movies nowadays play on the idea of a saviour, namely neo in the matrix. but that silly saviour [a shuai one but silly nonetheless] died in the end- but didnt rise again. our saviour DID. what more evidence do we need than the fact that He suffered, blameless on the cross three hours, rose on the third day and conquered death itself? was just reading revelations before i left for the movie and that part of the book was about judgement day, the book of life and how the Lord has control over every single one- death and hades included. and how all unbelievers would be thrown into the eternal lake of fire together, with death and hades. but the most wonderful part of it is that He gave us mercy, us who were, still are, and always will be undeserving. His children with their names written in the book of life only, will be saved from that fate. He rules over all, yet He feeds the poor sparrows and He knows when they fall (:
i really dont wanna go for prom cos basically i dont see the whole point. but i know im still gonna go cos i know that somehow, some way theres a plan for me there (: after t chen kee's jc talk i dont really wanna go to jc anymore. i mean just LOOK at the distractions there! when i look to the future and i cant see what it holds, im scared. i know i am though sometimes i simply refuse to admit it. im scared of walking away, and im scared of straying. but i know the fact remains that He will always love me. whether im an idiot or silly even if i run to the ends of the earth, He will still love me. t chen kee said something today that really stuck- before time began, He had a plan for you and for me (:
ruf's gone and eating her heart out in australia heh but i remember telling her about His great and amazing hand of providence on the last day of the o's. its in small little things like that that i get to see His hand. really, truly, He knows who i need, when i need, and He knows when i can deal with things on my own with Him (:
know what? He who is in me, is greater than he who is in the world (:
FOREVER AND EVER
-feels a million times better (:(:(:
You never said there'd be no pain.
so when i feel the cold winds coming,
i'll learn to see the beauty of rain (:
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