you know what? i think we all go through some crazy stage. maybe its some fetish of some sort and im veryyyyyy horrified do we LIKE to do that? i think happybeingsad REALLY is true its just so easy to sit on your butt and refuse to move and wallow in self-pity. heh at least i've been through it before so well i must attempt to try and pull people out! :D

realising that. i cant do it on my own. hurm i'll probably fall right into the pit anyway hurr cos INSIDIOUS SATAN IS EVIL! you see suffering, war, pain and you just feel like running out there to DO SOMETHING but newsflash you cant. the only way you can is if you bring His word along with you, His love can touch hearts, change lives, transform people. i should know, i've seen it. and its really just amazing AMAZING and yes i know i have been in happybeingsad mode manymany times before but you know, having Him there really, makes a difference (:

2peter is an AMAZING book well, all 66 books are but right at this point, i am just so thankful that this book is speaking to my heart (: it is not of my own understanding, nor of my own strength, but the grace and peace of God and the Holy Spirit that indwells in each, and every believer (:

i really love this pog song

day by day

I'm not unhappy but I'd take the train today
If you'd let me
If you'd let me
They may be clapping for me but I wait for you to come get me
Come, come get me

Cause day by day you're coming closer
Making our way clearer and straighter
Turning our faces into the light
And I can't wait to fall at your glory
On my face down in the morning
You're coming closer
Day by day

Somebody told me I could travel the world
To find beauty
To find beauty
But to behold it I would have to keep it within me
Yeah well its in me

Cause day by day you're coming closer
Making our way clearer and straighter
Turning our faces into the light
And I can't wait to fall at your glory
On my face down in the morning
You're coming closer
Day by day

Give me a mission if I've still got the time
Cos I'm open
Yes I'm open
Be my vision and I'll be your delight
Cos I'm going wherever you're going

Turning faces into the light
And I can't wait to fall at your glory
On my face down in the morning
You're coming closer
Day by day

i CANT WAIT to fall at Your glory on my face, day by day (: and let Your will be done- till its all i wanna do (: