meep. i am determined to chiong myself silly for the a's. haha. no just kidding but ah well prelim results were disappointing in some aspects [like i hoped to get an A for math but didnt] and ah my o for physics is just a big joke. haha but regardless, i really am thankful. so very thankful that i passed gp! what a big measure of grace. and that i did quite decently for the other subjects.

i've been in a pretty dreamy and floaty state for awhile haha i need to bring myself back down to earth really soon! but i think just learning to put simple trust in Him is something that is getting easier to do when i remember not to over-push myself and just remind myself that its all in His hands and its all taken care of (: been meditating on the first chapter of 2peter, and i remember the message pastor gave on v19 "we have the prophetic word made more sure, which you do well to heed as a light that shines in a dark place, until the day dawns, and the morning star rises in your heart." and i think its such a beautiful concept (: that if you keep seeking, you keep hanging on, one day you'll see the big picture and understand the meaning of it all. right now all you have to do is trust (:

worship is your ENTIRE life.