walking on Sonshine!

little by little one step at a time, He's changing my heart and renewing my mind (: teaching me how to be patient and kind little by little one step at a time! (:

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

im still trying to recover from this conversation-

ben: can i ask you a tys question?
me: sure
ben: i think its the last question from the chem paper of your year. 'WHO'S BIRTHDAY IS IT TODAY?'

faint. hahahahaaha EVERY YEAR something more spastic comes up. i cant remember what it was last year but anw. it was just as cheesey. haha but anw thank you for remembering. (:

haha i just realised the first and last people to wish me today were both bens. haha ben t and ben q. haha i have funny friends.

cherie chong,, very good. haha as usual, i need to emphasize the fact that I AM A GOOD PLANNER and shes a toot hahahahahhaaha NO LA. haha hugs i love you dear. haha the game plan was this: go find four random people to give me the four parts of the present so that i will just be lost and blur and not know whats going on. hahahahaha gavin and i were discussing it after in church and we were like so not foolproof! haha but anw it failed cos 1. ruth refused to find people 2. i found her. haha. she wanted to HIDE IN THE TOILET LA sheesh. hahahaha but anw. thank you darling i love the lily [which i broke im so sorry :'(] and the two mini bouquets of roses. haha [and to think my mom was so happy when she saw the flowers cos she thought my boyfriend gave them to me -_- i need to think of a way to combat the pleasegetaboyfriend syndrome in my parents.]





haha and i got a package from weibo! THANK YOU hugs. haha and to my dear law friends, thank you for making the day so funny and enjoyable (: every year on my birthday, im just reminded of how much the Lord has blessed me with.

and today was the last prayer meeting :'( Pastor mitch was speaking from psalm122. and about learning to love Bethany. and while there are times that i know i take many things for granted, when i take time to thank the Lord, i know His hand is in everything i go through in life. haha i discovered today [okay fine i alr know.] that im a worrier. but it seems to be getting worse. when something small happens i worryworryworryworryworry until i wanna die, and when im just short of knocking my head against the wall, my head reminds me of what my heart forgot to follow- that is to trust Him.

haha last thurs during sunday school outing, i had a small little heart-shaped 'cake'. haha rahrah has the pictures! and when i made my birthday wish, i wished that i would never lose sight of the Lord and walk with Him all the days of my life. haha. and when i opened my eyes, i remembered what manman told me about praying for a good husband! hahahahahaha i never have. i better start. haha but anw. that birthday wish is more important. haha thank you for such a sweet birthday. im off to do torts before i get verbally slaughtered in class tmr. (: