theres something about the love of Jesus, i may never comprehend.

i really am stuck doing our wonderful memorial thats due on reunion dinner night. haha. but its okay im learning to find joy in what i do (:

return concert was yesterday, and it was really pretty good! hahah 70% of the singers were good, the guitarists were quite amazing and the drummers were cool. hahahaha. stupid boonchuan kept kicking my chair at relevant parts of the concert. :/
the emcees were amazing! hahahaha lovely thea and retarded daniel zhang. hahahah they just stood there and tried to construct a script on the spot. hehe.

went running with weibo after hahaha for VERY LONG KAY. i dont feel so fat anymore. but i realised its kinda freaky running at night cos there are lots of reallyreally darkspots and the street lights arent very helpful. and we ran past these really niceeeee shophouses/homes and there were all these cute kids inside! hahaha. i hate sprinting with guys. makes me feel so irritatingly SLOW.slowslowslow. which i am but well. haha.

i listened to the Easter Concert cd after, and it just reminded me of what i so often forget to do. to appreciate His love. when auntie sally passed me the score for "Father, forgive them" and said "let me know if you can sing" i thought she was giving me a choice. heh. apparently not. hahahaha but its okay, after the camillia experience, i think im a little braver. hahah though my acting still sucks big time. thea says i look like i wanna die everytime im made to sing onstage. but well the joy of the Lord is my strength. hehe. (:

valentines day is coming! haha. manman and i were sitting around moping about us having no date on valentines day. hhahaha then gavin came and sat down. and then i REMEMBERED. three months ago, during the YAG retreat, 3 of us were sitting around talking about finding good husbands/wives, hahahhaha. i found that extremely hilarious. ive made it my determination to pray about 10things before i go to sleep every night. whether they be situations or people or anything i want to commit to the Lord. and i realised that i can pray for anything and everything under the sun, but i alwaysalways forget to pray for a good husband. hehehehhehe. gavin is all for the idea of praying for a good wife. but okay im not going to be sad on valentines day. hahahahha the joy of the Lord is my strength! hhe.

but on a more serious note, i really appreciate this month's theme of 'strength'. thats something 99.9999999999% of Christians lack, and thats exactly what we need to build up. i heard to messages on ephesians6:10-18 today, both different but with the same theme of strength. haha i like that our pastors never preach the same message over. to me it simply demonstrates the richness and depth of God's Word. we need to DIG DEEP. so yea, strength. strength and perseverance to keep praying. and believing.

sometimes i pray and pray and pray for someone i love to believe, and it just doesnt work. but well. ive discovered that nothing is impossible with God. haha in my lifetime, ive had two experiences of people who were the most stubborn mules ever, and yet they believed, all in His good timing. so well. belief. (:

to tell you about, the love of Jesus - where do i ever start?