today is one of those days. you know those days you feel like everything is not going your way, work is piling up and everyone seems to want something from you. these days i wish i could zap everyone and turn our world into everything i want it to be. everyone would be genuine, sincere, kind, God-fearing with no malice or measure of self-seeking.

i had a hard time falling asleep last night. everything in my head is a blur and im just trying to remember the words of psalm127. "unless the Lord builds the house, they labour in vain who build it. unless the Lord guards the city, the watchman stays awake in vain."

i was talking to daryl/darlie last night (hhhaha one of the things i got out of law camp, very nice ogls). and i was thinking about God's plan for my life. ben asked me that the other day too. and im sitting here and thinking, i havent the faintest idea. i know what the broad plan is, i just dont know what He has planned for my life. how?

i am thinking howhowhowhowhow. i have a crim law assignment to finish at 12pm on friday. i have my privity tutorial that i have yet to finish, or understand, for that matter. and apparently our tg did terribly for our memorial. with all these things hanging over my head, all i can say and think of to pray is LORD HELP ME.

i cant go on by myself. my strength has come to an end. my life and everything i have is in your hands.
and really, LORD HELP ME.