hahahahhahahahahhahahahahhaha
i think i am ridiculous.

i was walking to the mamashop with bbq (who is now bald.) and we met chong who just came from his law interview.
he kept saying GG.
hahahaha.
i laughed alot from his recount of his experience.
but well i think it all boils down to what God's will is
i remember what a struggle it was to trust when everything before me seemed uncertain
and yet He brought me through well and good.

and now,
for this part of my life
after watching over me for nineteen years
HOW CAN I NOT TRUST THAT HE WILL PROVIDE?

like i said, I AM RIDICULOUS.