yesterday was not a good day.
i talked to weibo for 2h, and he told me im being stupid.
i talked to benliew for 2h, he also told me im being stupid.
ahhahahaha.

but my thoughts were turned back to the Lord after i talked to kenneth.
he shared with me from philippians4:6-7 and psalm 62.
2 passages that i know "so well"

trusting God is admitting that there are many things you have no control over.
you cant control the way people read your actions
you cant control the way people react to you
you cant understand or interpret correctly the things people do and say
you can only do your best.
and he encouraged me to learn to wait upon the Lord.
but waiting without trust can be a very distressing experience.
waiting, expecting, i think, is the worst if what youre expecting is bound to fail you.
but waiting, expecting, hoping in the Lord is something that i need to learn.

and while waiting, you learn to trust.
Psalm62:8
"Trust in Him at all times you people;
pour out your heart before Him;
God is a refuge for us."

i really need to trust.
and the morning is for you
and the air is free
and the birds sing for you
and your positivity.