i have been in school since 8am.
i am sleepy.

and i feel like ive hardly done anything today!
its terrible.
everytime exam period arrives, i feel this same sense of unproductiveness
and then i start freaking out
and then i forget to trust.

but somehow i think
its not the outcome that matters, but the process of getting there.
today, i got a B- for my legal theory group assignment.
everyone else did better than me!!! grrr.
but then i remembered,
that i crossed my fingers and prayed i'd get a better grade than a C+
and by His grace, i did.
so I WILL LEARN TO BE THANKFUL.
i will not whine.
i will not lament about how everyone else did better than me.
i will look up.

today was filled when exciting meal excursions and interesting msn conversations.
benliew, patrick, sam and i went to ac for lunch!!
the food was so yummy.
and i miss the bleachers.
sosososososo much.
muchmuchmuch.
haha. rie and i used to meet in the morning before assembly to pray.
and the skies were always so beautiful.

our second excursion of the day was to lido to eat kfc. hahahahahha
i have been wanting to eat kfc
since yesterday!
the last time i craved kfc was in march last year.
and i made cherie go all the way to ps to eat with me.
hehe.

and my emo msn conversations with uni.
hahahahahahah.

this morning, i was thinking on psalm56.
its a beautiful psalm.
in God i put my trust-
for anything, and everything.
head is spinning from a lack of sleep.

YAYE BETHANY TMR!! WOOOHOOO!

that woohoo is a result of bad influence.

9:55:43 AM letterstosam@gmail.com: wooo hooo
9:55:43 AM letterstosam@gmail.com: weeeee hoooo
9:55:43 AM letterstosam@gmail.com: wooo hooo
9:55:43 AM letterstosam@gmail.com: weee hooo

7:13:38 PM uni_@hotmail.com: EH TAKE VAL BACK!!!!
7:13:39 PM forwewalkbyfaithnotbysight@hotmail.com: hahahahhah
7:13:41 PM forwewalkbyfaithnotbysight@hotmail.com: unii!!
7:13:42 PM forwewalkbyfaithnotbysight@hotmail.com: hahaha
7:13:43 PM forwewalkbyfaithnotbysight@hotmail.com: omg
7:13:43 PM forwewalkbyfaithnotbysight@hotmail.com: no
7:13:46 PM uni_@hotmail.com: HE IS VERY DISTRACTING AND HE DEFACED MY BOOOOOK
7:13:47 PM forwewalkbyfaithnotbysight@hotmail.com: i dont want him back
7:13:50 PM forwewalkbyfaithnotbysight@hotmail.com: thank you very much
7:13:51 PM forwewalkbyfaithnotbysight@hotmail.com: ahhahaha
7:13:53 PM forwewalkbyfaithnotbysight@hotmail.com: you can keep him

HAHAHAHAHAH. val is very distracting. (dont worry we still love you. (: )

10:52:47 PM silversiggbottle@hotmail.com: eh 
10:52:53 PM silversiggbottle@hotmail.com: this sophia song making me damn sad 
10:53:12 PM silversiggbottle@hotmail.com: hah 
10:53:16 PM silversiggbottle@hotmail.com: its got like a mix of sad tune 
10:53:24 PM silversiggbottle@hotmail.com: or like a propose to your gf tune 

sophia, sophia...hahahahahaha.

it feels nice to be home in my bed.
im going to sleep like theres no tomorrow.
but really, i think that when i step into church tmr im gonna feel like i just reached home :D