today, i realised why i could never be a criminal.
my conscience will bug me for the rest of my life.

sophia, sophia, im burning im burning
its a fire, a fire i cannot put out
sophia, sophia im burning theres some things i cant go without
and one of those things is him

nice song!
i miss my most patient friend who sits through my lamentations while eating crappy army food.
come back now.
nownownownownow.

today, i also realised,
that i find it very hard to let go.