'as long as youre happy.'

i think this phrase encapsulates the most unselfish form of human love that ever existed.
think ive adopted that as my 'life motto' so much so that ive reached the point that im pretty much well guarded, nothing really much can hurt me.
or so i think.

heard alot of songs today

i think that im just tired.
i think i need a new town to leave this all behind.

you dont notice but i see you in the church when you are praying you just move me

sometimes the snow comes down in june, sometimes the sun goes round the moon
sometimes its all a big surprise
just when i thought our chance had passed,
you go and save the best for last.

You keep me guessing, holding on tight for the ride of my life
with You, all i can say-
theres no such thing as an ordinary day.

more than fine,
more than bent on getting by
more than fine
more than just okay.

i can only imagine what it will be like
when i walk, by Your side.

youre on the other side of the world, to me.

the past week has been good, not hectic and really nice. (:
watched infernal affairs and mean girls at weibo's place yest. infernal affairs is sosososososo much better than the departed. the departed, was just plain BAD. blew 10bucks on it! then met benliew sam and thea to watch midsummers. (: which was really nice! the 'donkey' was really funny. hahaha. my three shakespeare favourites are twelfth night, a midsummer night's dream and of course, the most cliche romeo and juliet. aside from the fact that it was rather stuffy and that the picnic mat was sticky cos sam spilt mango juice on it within five mins of sitting down, it was a nice experience. and i saw a reallyreallyreally cute ang-moh kid! with curly brown hair and huge eyes. (:

the terms and conditions stated that if it rained before the interval we could attend any other performance following that night, if it rained AFTER the interval, NO REFUND. you just dont get to watch the whole show. thankfully it didnt rain after the interval, or we would've had to commence a suit against sistic under the UCTA (unfair contract terms act, which thea pronounces as ARK-TA) and make a big hoo-ha like the rafflestownclub case.

and just to emphasize on how retarded law students are, when oberon called puck negligent for placing the love potion in lysander's instead of demetrius' eyes, we laughed SO LOUDLY. supremely embarassing.

ive been a happy girl this past week. (: somehow i think the Lord is trying to teach me much from proverbs1. to listen to the call of wisdom. not to disdain its counsel. not to turn my face away from the lessons He's trying to teach me. and im real thankful for friends who honestly tell me what they think, but let me make my own choices. and im thankful for friends who look out for me and look after me. it really is the most amazing form of God's blessings.

but i just have one thing to rant about. i do not like it when people try to tell me how i feel. i will figure out how i feel in due time. do not tell me how i feel for it gets into my head and makes me think i feel this way when i do not. do not tell me things that are contrary to what i am working towards. especially when you know how hard it already is. think of me, please. there are only a few people in this world that i allow to tell me how i feel cos most of the time they are right. and you, are not one of them. thank you very much.

and this wraps up what i have to say! (: