today, i learnt a very good lesson within 3minutes.
and the lesson is this:
that if you keep asking for the Lord's mercy, SOMETHING IS WRONG. you cant always be asking for mercy. you gotta move on. you gotta get past it. God's grace is outpoured, but its not limitless. if His grace is used to extend mercy to you, His grace cannot be used to help you grow stronger in faith. it cannot be used to provide you strength for each day. it's just used to keep you barely hanging on everyday of your life. what a way to live! horrific. and one more thing. if you keep praying for something, even though it's not good for you, God may grant it to you cos its something you want so bad. but in the end, you suffer. so careful what you pray for.

today, at 2.53pm, sitting on the small little ikea kindergarten stool, i made a big prayer. and this big prayer is going to need alot of diligence and prayer and perseverance to come true. but it will! haha. and im already seeing Him answering me in little ways (: we sang one of my favorite songs at ypg today.

every holy intervention, is just another grace extension.

cos there are some days you feel good! and others you feel okay. and then there are the days you literally have to drag yourself out of bed and psycho yourself to face the day. but in each of these days, remember- the war is already won. just do what you can to conquer the battles of the day. (: wheeee!