if i am lost for a day try to find me. but if i dont come back then i wont look behind me

stars! my favorite band at this current moment.
the happenings of these past few months have really set me thinking about how it is i want to order my life, and what i want out of it.

James 4
13 Come now, you who say, “Today or tomorrow we will go to such and such a city, spend a year there, buy and sell, and make a profit”; 14 whereas you do not know what will happen tomorrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapor that appears for a little time and then vanishes away. 15 Instead you ought to say, “If the Lord wills, we shall live and do this or that.” 16 But now you boast in your arrogance. All such boasting is evil.
17 Therefore, to him who knows to do good and does not do it, to him it is sin.

a man plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps. it tires me when i have to learn the same lessons over and over again. why oh why, knowing how fickle and fallible man is, knowing ourselves as we do, do we choose to trust another when there is only One worthy of that full and complete trust? why do we pin our hopes on others, sinful and unreliable when we know that they are simply reflections of ourselves.

that being said, im still thankful for the little blessings in my life. thank you baby pooi and ah rie chong for listening, and not judging, and understanding me as you do. i send you both my love! mwacks. haha