when my head is filled with thoughts of You, i cannot but come face to face with my unworthiness, as i stand in awe of everything that You are.

You are holy, You are faithful. You are Savior, You are friend. You are all i'll ever need- Lord, You are. You are every question's answer, You are every reason why. You are moving, You are still.. Lord, You are.

You are the Lord on high. You are the way, the truth, the life. You are the Word made flesh. You are the bright Morning Star… You are

You are Glory, Hallelujah. You are hope of peace on earth. You are Alpha and Omega… You are. You are comfort You are refuge. You are love personified. You are kindness and compassion… You are

You are my God and my King
You are the words that I sing
You are the reason I make this offering

You are. saturday left me a little tired cos of my lack of sleep the days before. but when we sang this during youth choir on saturday, i said a quiet prayer of thanks cos i know i still cry when i remember the depths of His love. it scares me to think that the day might come when i am 'unable' to respond to a reminder of the most perfect, pure, holy, unblemished love given to one so undeserving.

today my head is filled with thoughts, thoughts, and more thoughts.
some good thoughts, some not so good.
and i know it is only You. only You that helps me fight through these miniature disasters. only You that can plan my life out so perfectly, nothing is a mistake.

today i walked into a jewelry store (which shall not be named) to look at the ring my parents want to get me for my 21st. so i stared at the ring for a long time and asked the lady whether i could do an engraving on it (i want to remember this time in my life). so she asked me what i wanted to engrave- i told her "romans8:28" since i was thinking somewhere along those lines. and before i knew it, i had spent 45mins talking to her about God, faith, unbelief, life and ministry. you know what its like to talk to a complete stranger about the same love and passion you have for the Lord? its amazing.

and in the days that i forget to trust, i remember these 3 things:

1. Psalm 62:5 "My soul, wait silently for God alone,
For my expectation is from Him."
2. Psalm 62:8 "Trust in Him at all times, you people;
Pour out your heart before Him;
God is a refuge for us."
3. Psalm 62:11 "God has spoken once,
Twice I have heard this:
That power belongs to God."

everyone should ponder over the meaning of verse11. cos for the life of me i could not figure out what it meant for the longest, longest, longest time. BUT pastor mitch gave me the answer yesterday! haha. stay tuned for the next post, where (hopefully) i remember to answer my own question. haha. think about it! it means alot.

when my heart and mind and soul is filled with His Word, its always amazing. you know why the Bible says to love the Lord your God with all your heart, MIND and soul? our love for Him is based on reason, reason that increases for me everyday. (: