first day of jc orientation was SO TIRING i mean i almost fainted and died in the middle la we ran around till like six thirty? -faint and what really struck me was that everything was unfolding exactly the way i was told it would happen. heh told by all the j2s and above from church and t chen kee and yes in about thirty minutes theres og outing for rie and i hurm different groups but anyway yes then can go church together later (:

i remember what ade said just a few days ago that we shd go in wanting to have fun and we will, and i must remember to remind myself that SATAN WORKS IN HORRIBLY INSIDIOUS WAYS and that alot of things on their own, in themselves is not wrong? is just the things that they lead you to do thats wrong. like e.g. going for an og outing is NOT wrong i repeat it is NOT wrong but if it draws you away from church ahah thats when sin comes in.

then theres the other side of the coin- you can go to church go to church go to church YET not be able to lead a victorious Christian life, your relationship with the Lord might be as good as dead. thats where satan strikes again :'(

sometimes i just feel like smacking him upside down so he will quit attacking us with sin but i dont know how to do it so i'll deal with it the best i can (: [ephesians 6:10-20] i must remember to fight! heh i've got the first ten verses of 2peter in my head and i know i know the Lord meant for me to read it now cos it applies so much to my life right now. i do not want to be barren nor unfruitful in this life that i lead, in this straight and narrow path that i tread. i WANT to lead a victorious Christian life, and i want to trust Him (:

this is my first step into it and i already feel like all the air has been knocked out of me but i wanna have fun! and i will have fun cos i will make the best of whatever time i spend in ac (: and yea i wanna see how morning devotions in the school goes heh man says chapel is strange but anyway it really feels good to walk around the school and see verses plastered everywhere as a very big reminder (:

heh we had to buy an ac badge for two bucks [?!] heh its qte ripoff but anyway and i was considering putting it on and taking off the sc badge but i didnt want to! i miss sc SO much :'( nice sheltered sweet sc :'( so heh i walked around with the sc badge and my pinafore all day hurm monday i have to wear the ac badge gah i like ac but i miss sc! :'(

haha rie and i were praying together in the morning and when we were done we realised we forgot to pray for alot of people so we started again heh but wellllllll im not embarassed to tell anyone im a Christian because He lived for me, He loved [and loves] me and He died for me. so guess what i will resume the job of john the baptist heh "repent, for the kingdom of Heaven IS AT HAND!" heh not really but this is the truth and i wanna share it (: i will learn! :D:D:D

as we went down memory lane on wednesday night i saw His hand in testimonies given, and i just thank God cos i know that the 'tough' o level year was really next to nothing compared to what others were going through. ok so man, kathy, zhihui, edlyn, andrew survived ac for TWO WHOLE YEARS and i will survive it for three months if not two years- yes i will survive!

and YES, I BELIEVE (: