life's getting more and more tiring each day im severely zonked out from long days and chem lectures where our lousy lecturer goes "everything ok?"-interval of one second- "ok lets move on" he ANSWERS HIS OWN QUESTIONS and the most horrifying bit is that theres a chem test on thursday and i know nuts about the topics that're gonna be tested hurm waimay and i sit at the back and talkandtalkandTALK about everything but chem during chem tutorials and its good cos its life enriching views and experiences but it occurs at WRONG TIMES so basically im dead for chem but yes im trying veryyyy hard and im notsodead for maths now cos im getting ap/gp and the other two topics so yes i think i hope very much with His grace that i can work up at least a 70percent in the chem and math test so yup pray hard and chiong hard and i will keep my mouth shut during lectures and tutorials hai

yupyup but aside from studies which really is the least of my worries now i've got like.. six things on my agenda all to which i have absolutely no idea how to deal with. but 2cor1:8-10 and 2cor4:16-18 have been vvvvvvv big sources of comfort for me through this time so claps for His infinite wisdom that placed these verses there :D though the outward man is perishing, the inward man is being renewed day by day. to THAT i am in total agreement im just about dead from sprinting and doing that tricep whatever thing on the bleaches but yesss definitely a challenge to learn to look to Him each day and just learn what it really means to trust (: there are days when i really feel like i cant..but even in days when i give up on myself, He hasnt given up on me and He's still working on me (:

its nice to hide verses in your heart cos when you feel like burying your head in a pillow and crying/screaming like crazy it keeps you still cos it reminds you that the peace of God and the God of peace are BOTH, with you (:

"therefore though our outward man is perishing, our inward man is being renewed day by day. for our light affliction which is but for a moment is working for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory. while we do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. for the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal." -2cor4:16-18

we went to record songs for ndp today heh how cool is that man and the guy there said the ac choir is the best! woohoo we rockkkkk heh but yup what i appreciate alot about the choir is that we attribute everything we do to Him and its just a nice feeling to hear it, though i really hope whoever says it really means it

so yes im gonna chiong for math now and try to keep myself sane reading His word (: