cos You can give me wings to fly, catch me if i fall. You pull the stars down from the sky, so i could wish on them all. Your love is the greatest gift of all (:

reading 'rachel smiles' now and its reallyreally great! and it just makes me desire so much more to walk closely with Him knowing that He could use her in such powerful ways, He can use me too (: and what makes it better is that she wasnt perfect she faced struggles and tribulations and yet she nevernever failed to look to Jesus and imitate the way He followed Christ. and when i look at her life with all my heart i believe 1tim4:7 applies fully to her. "i have fought the good fight, i have finished the race, i have kept the faith."

i reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyREALLY want to sing for anniversary but i really dont know if i can..choir always ends up in the afternoon cos of silly things like chinese listening in the morning and i end up not being able to go for choir and theres actions and stuff so basically im dead with seven weeks to anniversary. but anw i refuse to let this stop me! i WILL find a way around this cos i reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyREALLY want to sing for anniversary cos i wanna do it for Him (:

still the biggestbiggestbiggest problem i face in my walk isnt really spiritual its physical. its horrible la cos the entire going ons of the day just drain me like crazy and i end up trudging up the stairs like some homeless refugee and when i do my qt its just difficult to focus and like be clear about what i wanna do and make the time i spend fruitful. and I AM NOT GONNA BE AFRAID no matter what rubbish may come my way (:

i remember how i used to be really afraid of what people think of me when i try to share my faith with them, and alot of times my fear would just surpress whatever He wanted me to say for Him. and that stopped me alot of times when He gave me the opportunity to tell someone about Him. but i never, ever forgot the downinthedumps feeling after i brushed away an opportunity to open someone up to Him and now though im still afraid its just become alot easier cos now when i feel like walking away, i remember the feelings of after-effects and i remember how muchmuchmuch He would've wanted me to do it and then the desire to share overcomes the fear, and courage and strength from Him reigns! woooohoooo (:

haha my new verse "every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and comes from the Father of lights. with Whom there is no variation nor shadow of turning." -james1:17

and then further on in the chapter theres a part about how we should be swift to hear, slow to speak and slow to anger cos the wrath of man DOES NOT PRODUCE the righteousness of God. so anw shine forth! though it may be tough im not giving up.. neverneverNEVER.

SO THERE