walking on Sonshine!

little by little one step at a time, He's changing my heart and renewing my mind (: teaching me how to be patient and kind little by little one step at a time! (:

Sunday, October 03, 2004

promos tmr! majorly freaked out but much calmer than i would be without Him.. i will not be afraid! the Lord is my helper and my shield, now and always (:

its really been madness chionging for promos for ages now.. i cant remember studying this hard since.. i dont know when heh for prelims last year? i cant imagine studying this way for J1.. goodness everyone thinks we're mad.. and the irony of it all they think ac people are lazy! heh well they're NOT, not bethany ac people.. haha

but i know He's given me and joy and peace within my heart and granted me ALOT of ways out of the horrible situations i find myself in like horrible states of lostness with organic chem and BENZENE RINGS and nitration and electrophilic addition.. but now i understand SOMETHING so heh thats a start (:

and even though im really scared of what may happen with horrible promos, He's brought me this far, been faithful this far, and never given up on wretched, sinful annoying me. what more could i ask for? (:

You know better than i, You know the way. i've let go the need to know why- i'll take what answers You supply, You know better than i.

i have decided to follow Jesus, no turning back, no turning back. (: