the stress of promos seriously kills.. feel like just giving up but nonononono i refuse to no matter how horrible physics or chem looks to me at whatever point of time i promised Him i would overcome and i will! i think the biggest problem i face is just forgetting to ask for His wisdom and forgetting to let myself lean wholly and fully on Him. when the work just piles up on my shoulder its so easy to forget Who you live for and why you live and it takes away my focus from what it should be.. promos are like LOOMING in my face along with the fact that whether or not im allowed to become an ogl depends on my promo results heh whether or not i get it is another thing altogether. dancing with broomsticks? heh i'll try

Lord reign in me, reign in Your power, over all my dreams, in my darkest hour, You are the Lord of all i am- Lord wont You reign in me again.

its a challenge to be continually conscious of the fact that i reallyreally have to turn my eyes upon Him and trust, knowing that He's there and that everything happens for a reason so i dont have to be afraid. listening to 'circle of friends' the other day i was all ready to bury my head in my pillow and bawl my heart out.. but its ok. YES RIE WE WILL BE STRONG

"and He said to me 'my grace is sufficient for you, for my strength is made perfect in weakness.'"-2cor12:9

and when i really come back, recommit everything to Him somehow the PAW principle we were taught during the o's is so extremely apt for every circumstance PRAY AND WHACK

learn to rest in His love and abide. -wink (: