Lord, You've given me so much.

Lord, You've given me so much

brought me this far in a short time.

still theres so much room to grow,

help me to never stop, never stop searching for

ways i can serve you more.

the way You work through me is a mystery,

but help me see, how i can be

more of Your helper, more of Your child,

more of Your image inside.

when i look back through the years,

time after time i would fall from You.

still You gently picked me up

gave me a second chance,

brought me back home at last

grace so amazing to me.

help me to never stop, never stop searching for

ways i can serve You more.

the way You work through me is a mystery,

but help me see, how i can be

more of Your helper, more of Your child,

more of Your image inside.

Lord You've given me so much,

friends and loved ones surround my day.

yet in one who gave His life,

i found the perfect peace,

i found the perfect expression of love in this world.

help me to never stop, never stop searching for

ways i can serve You more.

sometimes life and people get so extremely extremely frustrating and thinking "His will" and breathing is just about all i can do to restrain myself from blasting at people that are so dense, they just dont get it. running on auto-mode for a few days is most definitely not good for the soul. BUT i read psalm91 last night and that made all the difference (: especially the last two verses of the psalm. psalm91:1 is printed clear and strong on the wall of the hall and it always serves as a reminder each time i trudge through the hall doors on monday and prepare myself to face a new week that i should never, never never be afraid and i should always just hold on to the promise He's given me and never let go.

some days i get scared and i just dont know where i can draw the strength to face a new week or a new day. then i go do my fair share of crying which by the way DOES help relieve stress and get rid of the constrictions in your brain and somehow He always manages to remind me He's right there beside me, all the way. i think songs are the biggest way in which He prods a reminder of His presence into me and im just eternally grateful for that (:

things dont always go the way i plan but the end of james4 says we shouldnt be planning out our lives but instead we should say "if it is HIS WILL" we shall go and do this or that. and thats what im stiilll trying to do failing trying falling getting up but WE WILL GET THERE and I WILL GET THERE (:

i feel extremely patriotic after jumping around with the choir during todays nndp celebrations and even then this really is home, and a wonderful home He's given me at thats (:

oh joy the long weekend is here! choir tmr and im gonna work superrrrrrr hard on my actions cos i and im sure the entire youth choir wants to sing well for Him on anniversary (: YAYE joy to the world! to God be the glory and i am not afraid..

i will get there :D