oh man im just reallyreally super tired now aching like nuts and well about to faint and die. it really hasnt been an easy week heh having laoshi hound us for chinese holiday homework, learning choir actions from rie at the bleachers and trying to gulp down food in five minutes flat, chionging homework and not understanding mi and trigo and electrochem and chem kinetics and kinematics and alot of other stuff, having a GP TEST NEXT TUESDAY and having not even touched a molecule of the package, straining to reach the SUPER HIGH a in ave verum and trying very hard to support everyone who went for choir comm interviews and had a super traumatic time [where basically all the girls cried EXCEPT those that were running for pres], chionging songs and souvenirs and party plans for the j2 farewell and not to mention a whole load of other rubbish stuff..OH and the physics retest on friday
 
annnnnnnnnnnnndddddddd its been such a hectic week and its so easy to just get drawn into this whirlwind of activities and just losing sight of what really matters. and i  must admit that until now i still do lose my focus, i still do get distracted and i still do get beaten sometimes. but then when i do i remember "He who is in you is greater that he who is in the world!" part of 1john4:4 (:
 
then on wednesday during physics prac! we were doing some circuit experiment like setting up the circuit and everything i was just looking at the switch [which is really cute by the way] and well science and faith really dont have that great a connection but when i looked at the tiny little knob-like thing that would complete the whole circuit i suddenly realised how much that little thing symbolised what God was like. in the circuit of our life He's the most important key cos we just cant function without Him cos the circuit just wouldnt be closed and nothing would work. and when we look at this part of the switch it just looks so insignificant and so small sometimes we just wonder why it matters so much when in fact its the key to EVERYTHING. in our lives the Bible is like the batteries cos they give us so much wisdom and knowledge to drive us and push us on simply cos it encompasses everything He has to say to us. the connecting wire is like Jesus, bridging the gap between us and God. the light bulb is like our works- james2:18, show me your faith by your works. without the lightbulb no one knows whether the circuit is functioning or not cos with it we reflect the goodness of God's work in our lives. and when i thought of this i just got really happy :D heeheeeeeeeee
 
wanted to donate blood today PLEADED for my mum to sign the consent form, happily went there [scared like anything though] went for the checkup, albert got banned cos he had phlegm i didnt get banned even though i had phlegm and THEN i did the most spastic thing ever- I LOST MY CONSENT FORM. oh man i really felt like shooting myself there and then la moaned about my stupidity for half the day until daph and peixian promised me they'd go with me to donate another day heh. i really dont know why i wanted to donate blood so bad i think its cos they said one pack of blood could save four lives.. which i seriously doubt is true but anw its ok cos im learning to care for people and believing that He's gonna give me the strength to make it through and that i wouldnt faint at the sight of the needle heh
 
though its tough, really wanna be able to in every way reflect the good work He's done in my life [He who begun a good work in you, will be faithful to complete it!] and i really wanna sing for anniversary! get to go for choir and hopefully ypg tmrw FINALLY after so long and anw really hope something can be worked out so i'll still be able to sing.. so yup being in much prayer about this and just trusting (:
 
1chronicles29:11-18 aliens and pilgrims on this earth (: