haha a's are over! its just beginning to seem normal to wake up everyday and realise you dont need to study haha. and it really feels goooodddd (: wei bo said he feels like going back to study -_- HMMMMM something is seriously wrong haha and ben t tried to trick me into watching the exorcism of emily rose with them thank goodness i was smart else i wont be sleeping much tonight heh

church clean up was today, wanted to go but my leg still hurt so decided to stay home..twisted my ankle in bangkok what a twit man my clumsiness amazes me sometimes haha but anw its been three days so the swelling's gone down by quite abit so thankful!

reading deuteronomy as like Bible reading to try and improve my Bible knowledge! and psalms 57 as devotion. i always get this deja vu feeling while reading the book of deuteronomy because the book just goes on and it records time after time when the israelites turned away from the Lord and built up for themselves false gods to seek after, false gods that they did not know. and in chapt10 i think the Lord told the israelites that they were able to conquer lands not because of their righteousness but because of the wickedness of the people that once lived on that land- like the land of canaan, flowing with milk and honey. and i just thought about it. at the end of your life, do you want to hear "well done, good and faithful servant" and listen to Him invite you to partake of His inheritance because of your righteousness? or do you want to remain stubborn and easily turned away from the truth.

the guidelines that He wants us to follow:

1. to fear the Lord Your God
2. to walk in ALL His ways
3. to love Him
4. to serve the Lord your God with all your heart and all your soul
5. to obey His commandments and statutes

sometimes i wonder why on earth its so hard, when we were all MEANT to live these victorious Christian lives.

as an after-thought, i saw a magazine today that had news about britney spears and her son splashed across the headlines- i almost flipped. haha ok granted i think i've been studying too long i didnt even know she got married but oh well yea so much for her advocating abstinence when she first started out. see people change because the world changes. will we? or will we stand fast and hold true to what we believe in with a faith that nothing, and no one will ever shake. i really pray i wont, but the reality of this world and the evil one knocks and the only way we can stand against it is through Him. on the battle field, You standing there in me, and me standing there- in You. (: