walking on Sonshine!

little by little one step at a time, He's changing my heart and renewing my mind (: teaching me how to be patient and kind little by little one step at a time! (:

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Out tonight

What's The Time?
Well It's Gotta Be Close To Midnight
My Body's Talking To Me
It Says, 'Time For Danger'
It Says 'I Wanna Commit A Crime
Wanna Be The Cause Of A Fight
Wanna Put On A Tight Skirt And Flirt
With A Stranger'

I've Had A Knack From Way Back
At Breaking The Rules Once I Learn The
Games
Get Up - Life's Too Quick

I Know Someplace Sick
Where This Chick'll Dance In The Flames

We Don't Need Any Money
I Always Get In For Free
You Can Get In Too
If You Get In With Me

Let's Go Out Tonight
I Have To Go Out Tonight
You Wanna Play?
Let's Run Away
We Won't Be Back
Before It's Christmas Day
Take Me Out Tonight (Meow)

When I Get A Wink From The Doorman
Do You Know How Lucky You'll Be?
That You're On Line With The Feline Of
Avenue B

Let's Go Out Tonight
I Have To Go Out Tonight
You Wanna Prowl
Be My Night Owl?
Well Take My Hand We're Gonna Howl
Out Tonight

In The Evening I've Got To Roam
Can't Sleep At In The City Of Neon And Chrome
Feels Too Damn Much Like Home
When The Spanish Babies Cry

So Let's Find A Bar
So Dark We Forget Who We Are
And All The Scars From The
Nevers And Maybes Die

Let's Go Out Tonight
Have To Go Out Tonight
You're Sweet
Wanna Hit The Street?
Wanna Wail At The Moon Like A Cat In
Heat?
Just Take Me Out Tonight

Please Take Me Out Tonight
Don't Forsake Me - Out Tonight
I'll Let You Make Me - Out Tonight
Tonight - Tonight - Tonight


haha i really like this song from rent! haha the lyrics arent exactly reflective of good beliefs! hah but well wenn was talking about how watching rent kinda makes you wonder how it would feel like living for the moment, for yourself and not considering consequences for once in your life. but i guess everytime i listen to this song i relate back to the musical and im reminded of how living for the moment can completely destroy your life. haha 'out tonight' is a real 'fun' song in a sense i guess but in the end everyone in the musical either has aids and is on the verge of dying or something along those lines. haha now i sound excessively 'safe' as alot of people have told me, im a very 'safe' person and i dont like to take risks. that may be a bad thing but im inclined to think that by placing that particular character trait in me, the Lord has protected me from alot of things out in the world that i dont need to see and experience for myself.

and im happy being safe! safe has made me want to discover what lies beyond. safe has made me think about spiritual things. safe has made me turn to the Lord and seek Him in important decisions [im still working on seeking Him even in small ones (:]. safe has made me want to reach those i love for the Lord. safe has made me not want to do things that have become the societal norm around most people my age.

and i like safe! but that doesnt make me boring (: haha alot of people equate being safe with being boring but well i dont and im happy! AND I AM NOT BORING. haha just to make my point ;)

i was going through monday night's prayer meeting msg and i was struck by this verse:

"the entrance of Your Words gives light;
it give understanding to the simple." -psalm119:130

the imagery that comes to my mind is this completely dark room and suddenly a door opens and a flood of light enters and fills the entire room! and thats what God's Word should be. light in a dark place, light that overcomes anything and everything. it also reminded me of what t chen kee shared with liling and i at youth conference 2004. she said that as long as there was a little hint of light in a dark room, it would be obvious to all. what more the overwhelming light that God's Word offers? (:

haha on a completely irrelevant note, i was thinking about the story of isaac and rebekah. and i remembered my mom's 'sermon' that rie and jus and jol just CANT SEEM TO STOP IRRITATING ME ABOUT. haha cos everytime they come over she tells them 'open your eyes, look for a nice boy' haha and they seem to find that particularly hilarious. but well, it is i guess since shes preached it repeatedly to them! haha but i love my mom and i know she has good intentions so thats fine ;) haha but ANW i dont completely agree with her statement, cos i think a successful relationship will only be something that the Lord blesses and the Lord agrees with so im not going to open my eyes, i will just wait for His perfect timing (:

haha okay i shall stop rambling now. im meeting mandy man to go buy my laptop cover! wheeeee im happy happy i shall study for my advanced theory now. mwas for taking time to read my nonsense ;)