ethan!!!



a very bewildered looking ethan



sleepy ethan

haha my one and only boyfriend! ;) i just cant get hime to pose properly in any photo. he keeps squinting at the sun! grr. but carrying him today reallyyyy made me veryyyy happy cos he was in a very xiao mood so half the time he was pulling my hair and grabbing my neck and trying to kiss me and wiping his sweaty head on my face but WELL haha i loveeee e-ton cos hes sooo handsome and cute. (: and hes such a joy. i cant wait to have my own kid. AHAHAHHH funny.

but really, everytime i carry ethan and watch him progress in his learning to walk again, im reminded of God's special protection on him. i remember so clearly how i felt when i went to visit him in the hospital. with all the tubes being stuck into him and all the moniters surrounding him it really broke my heart. it would've broken anyone's. i still remember watching t milton and auntie shiao yee profess faith and trust that the Lord would guide them through that difficult time, and it was a great encouragement to my heart. (: haha now, i just leech onto their bundle o ;)f joy. e-ton really is a bundle of joy! even though he does kinda weigh a tonne. haha! i carried him for all of twenty mins and my arms were about to BREAK. but anw it was worth it. (:

on a different note, sunday's msg really is something you need to sit down and think about. revelations2:1-7. have you left your first love? when things start getting in the way and your focus shifts from wanting to know and serve the Lord to other things, you know you've lost your first love. the zeal, the passion, the love. all that really matters is just, gone. the things of earth will grow strangely dim, in the light of His glory and grace. im always reminded of what should take first place in my life when i look at this hymn. nothing else should matter. EVER. and i have to say ive been distracted over the past three weeks since school started. i havent gone through each day being conscious of the fact that im here for a reason. the concept of 'the clever disguise' from the book by ron hatcher that the two bens gave me for my birthday ages ago. im not really a law student. its just a clever disguise for whats really important! haha i thought that was a really amusing but very apt truth to consider.

daily reminded. "let your light so shine before man, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father in Heaven" (:

ps: i loveee my e-ton! ;)