the day started really CRAZY. i arrived in school at 9am and ran all the way up to the third floor for contract tutorial cos i thought i was late! and i feel indignant. cos i think the teacher thinks im lazy and im notttt cos i studied the whole way from after school till eleven plus at jia's place just now! just that i was trying to do my neumann readings and start on my closed memo. which took me five hours. and i spent three hours doing the contract tutorial! and i didnt have time to read the cases sigh. i really hate it when i know ive done every single thing possible within the scope of my strength and its never enough.

but i guess in the process of that, i was reminded that the Lord sees your hardwork and your labour of love and its enough for Him. (: haha so i feel a little less indignant now. i must remember i study and work not to please anybody or be 'good enough' or 'conscientious enough' or whatever else, just for Him alone.

i need to remember that (: perfect peace!