haha i just watched singapore idol! haha i havent watched tv since school started but well haha i love joakim!! but i have to say he reallyreallyreally cant sing for nuts. haha but he's so cute. heh i like the chinese xiaoxi song he sang! haha i can just imagine him singing it to me. i will MELT.

haha but hady was definitely the best by far. sooo good!

haha but aside from hady and his powerhouse vocals and nurul who still sounds sweet, i think the rest are pretty sad. sigh

haha but then again who am i to comment! pathetic me at resonance auditions today i was like errr. freaking out! i almost fainted when they told me to sing. and i bet if i had to sing in front of that many people it'll be zao xiaa all the way! singing during the easter musical almost made me faint alr haha. i remembered very many verses today! haha my 2tim1:7 verse for when im scared and phil4:6-7! haha and it was a brave attempt to calm myself down but erm it didnt really work heh when we were doing scales i was so sharp and aiyo. i just want to shut myself up. ahhhhh haha but well its all in His hands now im not going to worry and trust that everything will work out well and good according to His own perfect timing (:

haha i went running again today! im so proudddd of myself ;) heehee i was reciting the memory passages to myself while running and i realised that i half-forgot most of them! like i'd remember bits and pieces of the passage and then..nothing. ahhh very bad! i need to revise psalm91, psalm121, psalm1 againnnn.

and theres sls again tmr. SOMEBODY SAVE ME.