so much for my determination to finish my case summary by eight tonight! im only about halfway through and im staring and staring at the manymanymany pages of facts and oh man my summary is horrifying so i need to work extra hard!

today was a very strange day. haha i mean school was fine and all but i was rebuked bu two thoughts that came to mind. and i drew two lessons out of them,

1. always put the Lord first! never let other things get in the way. and never let His position shift from first place in your life.
2. dont let what others do influence you. thats a nononono

and im grateful for times of rebuke when God tells me 'hey you havent been approaching something the right way.' or 'you're becoming complacent about your growth' or 'you forgot to talk to me today!' [which is by far the worst cos i need i need i need to develop an ever-present consciousness of the Lord in my life. every minute, every second of the day. and no one, should ever take His place.

the world's a stage, but ignore what the watching world thinks, when youre singularly devoted to pleasing the audience of just, One. (: