this is the process of tonton eating:









hahah i love watching tonton eat. its SO FUNNY his eyes like become like O_o THIS BIG and he keeps trying to grab at the food and he becomes oblivious to everything around. the funniest thing was when t milton tried to say grace with him before he got to eat, his eyes just got wider and WIDER as the food got nearer and he wasnt concentrating at all. hahah sometimes i wonder if we're like that sometimes. we see something that we reallyreallyreallyREALLY want and we're just so intensely focus on it we forget that someone is trying to lead us in the way we should go. the way back to Him. and i just think its a really wonderfulllll thought to know that He keeps trying to lead us, He reminds us to pray and holds our hands even when we choose to focus on the things of the world that we chase after so often. are you tired of chasing pretty rainbows? are you tired of spinning round and round? thats a question i always come back to when i feel really tired. back to Him (:

hahah im really trying hard to concentrate on my closed memo rewrite but it isnt really working. hahah shall try again! random photos

hahah rie going mad over work.



do you see moses being extra in the background!



hahah loveeee. on the Bethany library wall ;)



Christian tee-shirt day! hahah so sad. only ben and i. grrr thea the pungseher!



hahah we had Christian tee-shirt day and it was basically only me and ben cos THEA that darling dear forgot all about it. hahah kennedy laughed at my shirt cos he said im wearing my heart on my sleeve. hm. sleeve?! hahah nvm. and BECAUSE i was wearing shorts, all the silly boys commented 'why are you so dressed down today?' 'you look like youre going to the market!' THANKS. law school boys are so helpful. the girls said "ITS FINE WHAT". SO. i will wear shorts and tee-shirt anytime i feel like it. evil boys YOU ALL TURN UP IN LIKE SHIRT AND SHORTS AND SLIPPERS EVERYDAY WHY CANT I! i shall rebel. soon. hahah i will declare shorts and teeshirt week soon. maybe i'll even wear fbts. boys are vainer than me.

anw. ive been making alot of new discoveries about people recently. im still in my little-sc-what-you-see-is-what-you-get mode and i think i need to get out of that soon else im gonna realise when its too late that people whom i think are my friends are actually just. strange. and i hate hearing things about people! it scares me. alot. thats why i need to learn to ask for wisdom when i feel overwhelmed by the flood of gossipandwhatnot that is getting around faster than a flying bullet. and for DISCERNMENT. i need alot of that. not to believe everything i hear, and judge for myself. and, well what better way to do that than to focus on the Giver of all good things? trust He will give me wisdom, and rest in the promise that He will provide in His own beautiful time (:

hahah. back to trying to understand contracts!