haha i have 9 songs on my playlist now:

1. walk by faith - jeremy camp
2. right here - jeremy camp
3. let there be light - bethany combined choir! (:
4. new song in my heart - emu music
5. kingdom song - emu music
6. far away - nickelback
7. here with us - evergreens
8. home - michael buble
9. seasons of love - cast of rent

can you believe it the entire day yesterday i listened to these 9 songs. and alot of repeats of far away. haha. and i think today is gonna be the same too. i have to take a break every hour to read my Bible so i dont freak out and faint. haha val insists that everyone loses concentration after 45mins. BUT I DONT! im not supposed to man. during a's i can study four hours straight without doing anything. garh. but nvm. reading the Lord's Word is good (: im at matthew chapter 22 now. and i think looking at His love as He came down to seek and serve just reminds me that our God truly is an awesome God. and no matter what crap i may be going through, He's gonna watch over me and bring me through.

lift my fallen face and help me to stand,
flood me with the grace that comes from Your hand,
cleanse me from my sin, Lord forgive me again-
that i might be Yours alone.

let these broken bones, rise up and rejoice,
bring this captive home and lift up my voice
help my spirit sing, now to Jesus my King-
for He has forgiven me. (:

it is 11:11am on a thursday morning. i have to make this day productive!

Lord, forgive me again. that i might be Yours, alone.