Far away - nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

One my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand

today was not a very good studying day. i just spent the last 47mins rambling to weibo while he was trying to eat gross army food, listen to me and -try- to give me advice all at the same time. this is a nice song. haha from my birthday present that i havent listened to yet. i think time really is the test of friendship and im thankful for what the Lord has provided me with. He teaches me lessons in ways i wish He wouldnt. the hard way, cos i dont learn well the soft way. i have a tendency to take things for granted and i think He gets my attention by putting me through certain things in life. and though i may not like it, im thankful. cos it reminds me that He should be the centre around which all my world revolves and nothing should stand in the way. (:

i spent some time reading the gospel of matthew today, and it really is an amazing book. reading it from the prespective of discovering new aspects of the Kingdom of Heaven is a refreshing change. i remember reading the gospels to prepare my heart for Christmas last year. and this year, when i read it again, it takes on a whole new meaning. and im beginning [and continuing, i hope] to discover what pastor means when he says the Lord's Word is unexhaustible. neverending, and it's riches are boundless. one parable about the Kingdom of Heaven i reallyreally like-

"Another parable He spoke to them: 'the Kingdom of Heaven is like leaven, which a woman took and hid in three measures of meal till it was all leavened." -Matthew13:33

this parable is used to describe the INVISIBLE WORK of the Kingdom of Heaven. and i thought that was a very mind-blowing thought. the invisible work. happening, right here, right now. and all im aware of are my exams coming up this week. right here, right now. it helps put things into perspective. (: