my blood pressure is up twenty-fold. my research memo was just submitted, 3 minutes before the deadline. i do not like last minute work. i do not like arguing with people. i do not like irresponsible people. i do not like it when people patronize me like im some four-year old kid that needs to be pacified. i do not like it when people dont take what i say seriously. it is now 12.01 a.m. my heart-rate is just beginning to slow down, i have pepped talk myself enough times to ensure that i dont flip tmr. i have prayed and reviewed enough Bible verses to know that the Lord is walking with me through this period of time when i feel like all i have is Him. when i feel my blood pressure soaring, i will remember. counted worthy. suffering builds your faith. i will let this build my faith.

'c'mon rach! last stretch!' as per huggles at 22:30:37.

and let us run with perseverance the race that is set before us, looking unto Jesus the Author and Finisher of our faith. hupomone. (: