im learning to breathe, im learning to crawl. im finding that You, and You alone can break my fall.

i am very sleepy. it is 1.43 a.m. and i still have all the stuff to finish for the research binder hanging over my head. i am worrying myself to death over our research memo which is not even half done. i have been a kanchiong spider for the past few days trying to be patient while waiting for the first draft. and all in all the word patience is still not yet a part of my vocabulary.

i now spend my entire life in the C J Koh Law Library, and my best friends are the Current Law Case Citators, my macbook, and the Halsburys of Singapore, UK and Australia. oh, and the photocopying machine of course.

ordinarily, i would say im a sad law student. but i am not. a frazzled law student, yes. a worrying law student, yes. a stressed law student, yes. but not a sad law student. haha pastor reminded us today of what it means to have joy in being part of the Kingdom of Heaven. yes, great joy!! (:

and so even if binder takes my life, yes there is yet hope. for beyond the shelves of the C J Koh Law Library lies hope. hope that will bring me through next week's torts and contracts tutorial, hope that will bring me where He wants me to be. hope! (: