i like talking to jinglin about ______________. she is funny. she makes me laugh.

haha. today when i met with kenneth [he is supposed to be teaching me how to cultivate my prayer life] we ended up talking about marriage. hahaha and he kept telling me marriage is not about love, its about commitment. i dont know about you but i think thats pretty sad. i hope theres SOME love in my marriage, else i'll be pretty darned sad about that. haha.

but i think one thing that should always be the centre of any Christian relationship/marriage - the Lord. he was telling me about how as a pastor he has to write his own marriage vows [including stuff like how the Lord has to take precedence and all] and i wanna write my own marriage vows too! or i'll let my husband write it. haha. i was talking to bq the other day and he asked me about my criterias for a boyfriend/husband. WAHAHHAHA he said the same thing val said when i finished -"YOU DIE. cannot get married."

aiyar. and then i realised, even if i find my perfect guy, HE ALSO HAS TO LIKE ME. i think i really am dead. hahahahahahhahahah.