we're soaring, flying theres not a star in heaven that we cant reach
if we're trying.. we're breaking free!

haha. i was just reminded of the high school musical (:
i was going to blog about how fun lc telematch tryouts were.. then i remembered thea's note of warning. shall avoid dennis' wrath and not blog about that. haha but it was vvvvvvvvvvv fun!!
haha. G-day is over and we played captain's ball again!! i have a tendency to fall off the chair. hahaha. whoever defends for the opposing team is always trying to save me from falling right off and killing myself. and of all stations, i had to be the station ic for sweets buried in flour. but okay. today at evening pastor mark talked about not having a complaining spirit hehe I AM NOT COMPLAINING. i am finding much joy (:

and somebody please tell me what to do with my macbook. it keeps shutting down by itself the moment the battery hits 13%.

im going to be off to japan in a few days.. am looking forward to it. time to clear my head, and get away from the madness i seem to be stuck in here. and time to reflect on the first half of the year! and prepare myself for what lies ahead.

today, i was really impacted by wq's chairing during teens. not cos of anything he said in particular, but it was just evident to me how real and important his faith is to him. not that it never is, haha but im just saying. i noticed he likes hymn-ey type songs which youths our age dont often appreciate. but i think being able to discover the Lord in songs that are a little less hip and a little less exciting is one of the ways in which your faith proves stronger. like the 'heart of worship' says, when the music fades, all is stripped away, and i simply come. i thought alot about what it means to come into God's presence today. all the challenges that lie in front of me swirled in my head during post-worship meditation. and i havent quite figured how i am to deal with the..things. hanging over my head. two out of four have to be resolved within myself. the other two need human co-operation. one needs me to make wise decisions every moment of every day. not that the rest dont, but this one especially so. and i really need the Lord's counsel on this. else my head is just going to explode.

i need some timeout! there are so many things i know i should be doing, but not.
todays evening msg was especially apt. learning to give thanks, by
1. paying the vows you make to God
2. prayer
3. praise

and i promised. i promised i promised i promised. and i intend to keep this promise. even if it kills me.