hahahaha i just remembered some stuff i wanted to blog about while i was on the trip.
i was listening to secular songs on my ipod. hahaha and i realised that almost everything is about love. boygirl love, most of the time. and theres a song for every feeling.

theres iamsoinlovewithyou [come what may - moulin rouge]
theres icantbelievesomethinghappened [save the best for last - vanessa williams]
theres retarded songs like mood rings - relient k

'Let's get emotional girls to all wear mood rings
So we'll be tipped off to when they're ticked off
Cause we'll know just what they're thinking,
Just what they're thinking...' [i laughed through the whole song, hahahha but its is true. girls are generally quite emotional. hahahhaha. thankfully, i think im becoming more like a boy :D - pastor mitch says thats a good thing. hahahahha)

theres imissyousomuch [here without you - 3 doors down]
theres those you dont understand [sophia - nerina pallot]
theres pleasecomeback [stay - lisa loeb]
theres imsoconfusedidontdare [all at once - the fray]
then theres even more retarded ones like sweet escape - gwen stefani
theres whydontyouloveme [what can i do - the corrs]

and theres my perfect guy song!!! [mr beasley - corrinne may]

hahahaha. its amazing the how songs can convey all the feelings in the world. but in the midst of listening to all these songs, my ipod shuffle function shifted to the song 'My Jesus' by Todd Agnew. i havent listened to that song since the period when i kept rewatching the youtube video of it and crying. and as i listened to the lyrics of the song, i was once again reminded that no matter what love exists in this world, the greatest love of all is the love that He gave to us when He came down to die on that cross.

if ephesians says to imitate Christ,
why do you look so much like the world?

i enjoy daydreaming. i like imagining what my life will be like ten years down the road. what will i be? where will i work. will i be married? will i still be serving the Lord. will i have grown tired of walking the narrow way? and i honestly have no answers to those questions. but now i just gotta keep building. and trusting. (: