hahahahhaha this is quite amusing. blogger is in jap. I WENT TO DISNEYLAND TODAY!!!!!! we queued for an hour for the retarded peter pan ride? and it lasted 2mins. TWOMINUTES. i almost killed myself. the star wars tour thing was rather amusing. but my family is un-adventurous. and my brother is a chicken. he refused to go for the space blaster ride with me cos my dad said during an emergency you have to run out in 7seconds. -___- seven seconds is a long time! grrrrrr. and so all i got to go for were un-scary stuff. man.

but i had fun eating. haha. although queues are EVERYWHERE. literally. everything you wanna get, you gotta queue. whether its popcorn or churros or rides or paying or toilets, you gotta QUEUE. (when we first got there, i saw people queueing to get into the mrt. i almost fainted). the thing about japan is, everything is insanely expensive. a meal at a food court costs a minimum of 8dollars. pepper lunch here is sooooper expensive. ice cream is expensive. clothes are ridiculously priced. i walked into parco just now and every dress i saw was 20,000yen and above. which is more than 200singdollars. haha. so i just gave up shopping after awhile. and i noticed jap people rattle on even when they know you dont understand what they're saying. haha. cute. but not understanding jap is quite a bother. haha. i only know the most important line which man and michelle taught me!

"toi de wa, doko deska?" [where is the toilet]
hahahahhaha. very impt for people who suffer from tb.

but the weather, ooohhhh the weather is beautiful. thats an understatement. the past few months in singapore i cant go beyond five minutes outside airconditioning before i start perspiring. here, aircon is EVERYWHERE. and its beautiful. i love the weather. the flowers are beautiful, everything is beautiful.

anw, i have come to the conclusion that i do not like tours. i do not like getting up at 6am and being dragged to different destinations. i like freeee and easyyyyy. thats what a holiday is supposed to feel like!

but on a more serious note, ive had lots of time to think and enjoy nice scenary on the longggg bus rides we've been taking. we stay in a different hotel every single night. arghhss. but anw my head is pretty much cleared of worry. ive been reviewing the msges from the yag retreat. and well i do hope this marks a permanent change in the kind of regard i give to prayer. reading the 'case for faith' is also helping me shift my focus back to the Lord and reminding me of the reasons why i keep trying, when oftentimes it seems so much easier to let go. gotta stop praying with doubt, and ive to believe so much more that prayer DOES WORK. and that its an honor to fight battles on your knees. (:

okay. i need to be up at 6 again tmr. i am going to visit a wasabi farm -_- i hope i dont fall asleep. haha. good night world.