so, i feel very settled. (:
i just feel like im learning to wait upon the Lord, and im just trusting Him for everything He has in store for the future.
and im not worrying, and not fretting, even though life isnt in 100% tiptopshape.

i received a postcard from zhi the other day!! hahaha. hes in some little french town, wrote to say hi and he remembers me. hahahahha. i really got a shock when i read the postcard. reminds me of our jc days when we used to trudge from class to class and i'd make him carry all my books. HAHHAHA. no la. kidding only. :D

but i am officially b-r-o-k-e.
no more money.
really.
so now, i am going to STOP eating out.
i am going to stay home and eat homecooked food everyday. learn to cook, and learn to clean.
my maid is gone for three weeks, so im going to become a member of the good wives club soon.
but with no husband.
hahahahahhaha.

I FRIED 20 EGGS THE OTHER DAY.
i am now an expert.

hahahhha.
i was just reminded today of how apt sunday's evening msg was.
to learn to FIND JOY in every circumstance of life.
pastor mark turned us to phlippians and how paul found joy in the midst of having been jailed.
he found joy in the fact that the gospel was being preached.
and it really is such a wonderful thought (:

to choose joy with:
1. my mind
2. my heart
3. my will
4. my spirit (:

junior camp is in just a few days.. cant wait! to choose joy (: