what can i say? once again the Lord has provided beyond what i could ever imagine. the law faculty is RIGHT at the entrance of the university that is closest to my home! my goodness. how amazing, and how wonderful. i literally take 15mins to walk to school. how could it be a coincidence that i didnt manage to rent a room at any of the previous places i looked at (these places lead to another UVic entrance at the other end of the campus.) i am so blur i always dont know whats going on, but He has provided yet again, exceedingly abundantly.

i dreamt about some unhappiness last night. and when i woke up this morning, i felt that same lingering feeling of doubt and an inability to trust fully in all the plans He has for me. but seeing His goodness today in all the little things, i am reminded. again of His goodness, again of His faithfulness. i am reminded that i will not survive these next 43 weeks or so without a special measure of His strength.

i will do my best to avoid taking things into my own hands as i trust Him to bring the best things into my life. as i trust Him to make certain things come to pass in His own time.

haha KOH ZHUANG MAN i was thinking about our 4th of july prayer. its our own special prayer ok, dont you tell anyone. just share with me when it eventually gets answered! hahahaha

i finally got to talk to my cherry tree today. haha. i think i am very blessed to be missed at all. and so i look forward to writing a wonderful new chapter of my life, as i trust Him to be with me.

benc shared this with me yesterday
"Fear not, for I am with you.
be not dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you, yes, I will help you
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand"
-isaiah 41:10

how easily i forget. how often i need to remember.