ahhh heh second day of orientation down and i got hurm muddified grassified and GROSSified heh but yes it was v fun hurm add chael+mud+detergent+water=? :D

had chapel in the morning heh i know man told me it was v boliao and its qte scary i mean to see people like SUDDENLY getting all high and lifting their hands and all i mean yes i sang and yes i really liked the lyrics of the songs but its just like this wrench in the heart when you see people making all sorts of strange movements and after the chapel service you see them with a thousand and one explitives emerging from their lips

the message was EVEN stranger hurm the pastor barnabas didnt even base his message on a specific part of the Bible he just went on and on about 'pursuing the truth' and extracting little verses here and there to support his statements and hm im sorry to say but half of his sermon contradicted with the other half gah i should make them get pastor to speak! :D

i think i have alot to learn about tolerance and loving the unlovely over the next few days.. ALOT to learn -faint

rie was telling me in the morning about all her frustrations and i guess it IS frustrating when you just try and try so hard and everyone just goes on about how you arent trying. hurm i shall not go into that if not i'll never stop and be dead for orientation tmr -faint

i guess it all comes down to where your heart is. and i reallyreallyREALLY wanna be fruitful in walking with Him and i reallyreallyREALLY wanna remain faithful but i also reallyreallyREALLY know that there are a thousand and one distractions and a million and one temptations that insidious satan is gonna attempt to throw at me/us but i PROTEST!grr and i promise to work v hard towards being established in the faith -BIGGRIN

heh im seriously thinking of joining the ac choir cos they sound SO GOOD i mean really good haii but v scared they dont want me :'( haha k la i will survive! (: pastor taught from psalm34:15 "His eye is on the righteous, and His ears are open to their cry." during ypg on saturday and its just such a great comfort to know that as long as you keep His commandments and everyday just seek to know and love Him more, His eye is on the sparrow [even! :D] and i KNOW He watches me (:

when things change, plans fail, storms rise, hopes fade, time flies, hearts turn, weakness wins-

JESUS WILL STILL BE THERE (: