phobic

I watched you sit alone
I watched you cry your eyes out
Now tell me what you've done
is it so bad that
I would shut you out
And leave you here alone

Yes, I saw what you did
I was right there with you
I won't let you sink
No, I forgive you

Phobic
Don't be
Grace needs a little more freedom
Phobic
Don't be
Love needs room to breathe

I have watched you grow
And I've stood in your shadow
I've never walked away
I hung the stars and
I hold your heart
So, don't ever be afraid

Yes, I know when you breathe
And I feel when you need
I won't let you sink
No, I forgive you

You can be healed
You can be free
You can know peace
Never be afraid again

Never be afraid
Never be afraid
He's here.

dont EVER be afraid, He's here (:

its taken alot out of me to deal with whats been happening the past few weeks and alot of courage too to face up to the problems and just try my best to resolve them. life never is smoothsailing heh i think i've learnt that by now and though its a constant struggle to remain on the right track and not get jaded over whatever else revolves around me i know its my own decision and priority to get back on track in my walk and walk worthy of this great love, this great grace and mercy.

oh MAN sarah is so cool haha she found a song called 'God-shaped hole'! oh man thats like ruth's God-shaped void that she declared is in every one of us (: songs really are amazing, i love music and i love the Creator of that music (: haha i swear never ever to listen to crappy music like britney spears EVER again when there are beautiful and SUPER COOL songs like God-shaped hole to listen to :D

i really wanna find that joy overflowing and so real in my life again, this is my desire and yes im trying with little baby steps of faith (: