walking on Sonshine!

little by little one step at a time, He's changing my heart and renewing my mind (: teaching me how to be patient and kind little by little one step at a time! (:

Sunday, April 18, 2004

Love ever gives,
Forgives, outlives,
And ever stands with open hands,
And while it lives it gives.
For this is Love’s prerogative
To give, and give, and give.


bleh im gonna faint and die from studying chem maybe i should've taken fmaths sigh. but its okayyyy haha come what may i was placed here for a reason and i am determined as ever could be to make the best out of it :D

pastor's away in perth so pastor mark gave the message today on just these few words in mark15:34 "eloi eloi lama sabachthani" and its quite horrifying the way people yank it out of context some strange guy even wrote a poem entitled "my God my God why have you forsaken me?" its not an easy thing to explain but i thought pastor mark did qte a good job so (: yup reference to psalm22 how it was a fulfilment of the prophecy in that psalm, that Jesus said those words to help Him counter satan's attack on Him and not succumb to it cos as the psalm progresses His trust in God is still obvious and it should neverrrrrrrr ever be mistaken that He actually meant that God had forsaken Him. He carried the weight of the world upon His shoulders in His nail-pierced hands and feet. if the sin of one man [eg murder] could send Him to the gallows what more the whole world?

and alot of times i find myself focusing on external factors to keep myself happy [friends/family/goingout] things like that. and when that happens i really fail absolutely horribly in my walk and all. and alot of times incidious satan makes use of horrible feelings to push me down and whack me up so i cant walk well with the God who loves me so much but YES victory still heh a verse jon shared with me qte awhile ago 1cor10:13 no temptation has or will overtake me except that which is common to man. whatever He gives, a way of escape will be provided, that i will be able to bear it (: corinthians RAWKS heh but my favorite book is still james (:

finally going to watch the passion of Christ friday i think gotta prepare my heart before i step into the cinema so yup hopefully i get in (:

learning so much more what it means to trust He's been teaching me this lesson countless times and i want to really learn it well and GOOD so i can learn greater and bigger things about His kingdom. the basis of faith in Him is love for Him, fear of Him and trust in Him- which, i intend to learn (:

if He carried the weight of the world upon His shoulders, i know my sister that He will carry you. if He carried the weight of the world upon His shoulders, i know my brother that He will carry you.

He said "come unto me, all who are weary, and I will give you rest."