shucks im really really tired and really really frustrated.. went to get clothes for my brother for chinese new year and oh my goodness he made me so angry i left the shirt we bought somewhere on the bus or at the bus stop and it took sooooo much out of me to refrain from yelling and i dunno exploding or something. took a bus back to the bus stop and i couldnt find it and i just kept telling myself pray for peacepeacepeace and everything just seemed to be messing up and all i ran for the bus and the bus left, then i was typing a message then the bus zoomed pass me and i didnt have time to flag it down -_- aiyoooooo i wanted to go home and scream into my pillow or something. but then i remembered something pastor told us really long ago- to learn to laugh at ourselves. and seriously i mean ok it was stupid of me to leave a thirtyfive dollar shirt on the bus but at least i learnt something.. moral of the story: ALWAYS STUFF YOUR SHOPPING BAGS INTO YOUR BAG. heh but really i have lots of things to be thankful for like 1. i didnt put my wallet into the shopping bag which i usually do 2. that mom and dad werent angry at all and called from kl to tell me not to worry and alotalot more things

im tired and all but i know i have so many things to be thankful for and i want to learn what it means to trust, wholly and fully depend on Him and just abide in His love. for one i get to go for ypg tmr! so i will be thankful. (:

and i will be strong! fight on satan cannot beat me down.. grrrr haha

and i love You, Lord. i will take the narrow gate, the difficult way which leads to life- down any road, at any cost. (: