so many things have been happening the past few days/weeks the nicoll highway collapse, sars again, terrorists, CANNIBALISM [sorry i just came across this article about some guy who chopped up and boiled his friend], landslides goodness knows what. and i know this all points clearly to one fact- the end times. and i really wonder what'll happen to suddenly we're all raptured [heh how cool that'll be!] then i wonder what He's gonna say to me when i see Him. "well done good and faithful servant"? or t chenkee's horribler version "well done thou good and backsliding servant"? strange heh but i know i've fallen alotalotalot especially in the past month or so when things started to go abit off and they just didnt turn out the way i wanted it to. lessons you draw from bad times are just so much more impactful than lessons you draw in the good times, probably cos it hits you so hard it not only leaves an impact, it also leaves a scar. but the greatest promise is that He heals our broken hearts (: theres a God-shaped hole in all of us..and a void ONLY HE can fill (:

"but none of these things move me, nor do i hold my life dear to myself, that i may finish my race with JOY and the ministry which was given to me by the Lord Jesus, to testify to the gospel of the grace of God." -acts20:24

my new favorite verse! (: struggling very much with inner voices and horrible incidious satan's attacks and HORRIBLE STORIES zhiheng likes to tell in school about some girl who committed suicide and used to sit where we sit in the lt now! nah just kidding :D but no matter what, i will remember MY God is greater than all of these, and i will finish my race with joy, every part (: